i cant believe that just 3 hours ago i was smiling away and humming to 'Top of the World'. now i feel like SHIT again cos of all these STUPID LITTLE THINGS that never fail to fuckup my day(s). why cant it all be easier; i must be such a slothy asshole- i probably wasnt made for this kind of shit so what in the world AM I DOING HERE urgh why try to force a freaking triangle into a stupid circle!? the triangle will get abrasions, the circle will get bloody pissed and NOBODY WINS!! except maybe for the sadistic observer; it could be an amusing show... is that the whole bloody point?!
ok. i am blowing up over nothing. this is all nothing, and it will pass and suddenly it will be like, next year. or better still, next NEXT year. and i wont even remember all this shitty stuffies.
wtf how am i expecting to get anywhere in life with this horibly shitty attitude and habit of procrastinating and getting annoyed/irritated/pissed/BLOODY PISSED at things that i very well know arent supposed to matter all that much. im so gonna die of like, 'self-inflicted stress' or something. and in, like, 2 seconds. well at least it will be quick.
if only i could close my eyes, count to three, and an angel'll send down a copy of my Preliminary Ideas. haha i am so disgusting sometimes. and stupid. blah everything sucks.
what a shitty entry. taa nightnight, have your stupid sweet dreams
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