one promo paper to go!!!

omygooshness i havent updated in like an entire month! and one day, to be precise :P

lol and what an ironic time to be blogging right now... im in the midst of promos! one paper left to cheong like mad for because it is so freakin crucial that i pass bio! ok brief update on my i think extremely sad situation... basically promos has been sucky really. gp was some bomb i was late, and on top of that i just wanted to die when i saw the qtns. and the worst part is, its freakin GP!!! wth. then came econs- which may well turn out to me my one and only satisfactory subject.. but then you know, even then maybe not. shit. maths was some eff-ed up crap ok. at the end of the paper everyone (with the exception of maybe melvin and me..) was congratulating each other and there was an influx of "ok A lah A lah..." going around throughout the whole freakin hall, and there i was with the maximum attainable marks of below 50% since that's the amount of qtns i attempted. my gosh i really wanted to just melt and die ok... crunch says it's prolly a mental block. i agee. so does my mum. im sorry mum, for wasting tuition fees for this entire year im so sorry. and im so sorry to myself cos u know thinking about it now, i could actually go for end of year ex with the cumlative tuition fees, but thats besides the point. geog was terrible- goodbye h3- half the topics that came out for physical, i did not even study; my flood notes are completely untouched cos u know well it was the last chapter so i banked in on it not coming out... and it had to be the 16mark qtn! (out of 25 for essay) gawdi wont be surprised my teacher be close to tears reading my terribly stupid, out of syllabus and context answers. ): darn i hate this.

i really laugh out loud at the desperate state of many rj j1 students right now- aiya.. E also can lah E also can; i dont care as long as i pass.. and that's only for 2 subjects! the rest is like aiya S also can lah S also can. these students are aiming for the bare minimum (for promotion) when probably more than half of them used to be the high-flyers of the class or at least expected a respectable C for exams. had a convo about this (and much more, such as me living in a shoe :P) with crunch on the way home yesterday...

wah i have not touched bio since 2 weeks ago, so i think it's good time for me to gbget back to mugging (woohoo i slept for 13 hours from last night to this morning! well it's almost afternoon, really :P) hopefully with so much drive and with a vengeance that'll bring me my pass for bio. god help me.