can't stand know-it-alls

i wish i had so many things that i chide myself because i know i shouldn't and i feel embarrassed cos i'm always preaching 'you should be grateful for what you have and not sulk because you can't have more', nevermind that it's a nora roberts line, but sometimes i lapse into envy mode when i observe people's lifestyles, visit people's blogs, see how they're so pretty and popular and how they seem so much more than me. then i tell myself that everyone's different and i am different and as long as i am healthy and happy, i have tonnes to thank god for.
okay! time for an update.
i love weekend mornings cos i get to stand outside my door real early and just be there, among the soaring morning birds, the colour-changing sky and the air-con cool morning breeze, playing with the cats and letting my legs swing for abit. all this before life goes on and people wake up making noise and polluting the air, the sun comes up lighting everything up such that the cosiness of the dark disappears and the cats go off (for food i guess).
mid-week i took my h3 mid-term test after lugging my materials to school almost daily to study in the library until angie commented 'how come you're always studying h3?'. it was alright i guess (i hope!) i hope my confidence doesn't betray me >< but what's done's done; at least i did close to my best(:
my house is currently ahh how to say.. well-populated: besides mama, lyna, linda and me, there's nenek, bibik, mamapiah, baba, kakain and abgpipi who are bunking in for a host of reasons- luckily we have so much space(: i'm only glad to welcome the company. it livens things up a notch.
several people i've come across exhibit this habit of generalising their actions: for example, "in this room, i always sit at this table", "whenever it rains, i buy mentos" and "i do most of my work, but i never do my math turorials". the pride that they take in the ability to seemingly dictate their own actions baffles me - i don't understand for one, how you can let an outcome of your action become the reason for that action, effectively imposing a self-limitation on the possibilities for courses of action on your own part; it sounds stupidly inflexible to me. secondly, how come these people are so arrogant as to regard their choice of action in the first place to be the best one, without giving chances for other actions to discover their potential? instead, the other options are immediately shoved aside, deemed unfit for them to even contemplate since doing would be self-regarded as faltering and a lack of backbone. (dude your backbone is too damn rigid)
moving on to a diferent matter, perhaps i could be less harsh, but sometimes, your sins and your emotions are seriously your own responsibility. (so please quit being a bugger)