ya so this june hols: supposedly for mugging. but the more i meet people, the more i realise i haven't studied. on the other hand, i never liked the idea of benchmarking my pace and studystuff against others; i flew solo for most of my life. now look at me: fretting cos they've covered all that and i haven't touched this; i cant wait to finally laugh at myself at the end of all this. and im starting to feel depressed about my maths again hmm and my geog which has been sadly neglected this whole year and everything! (i heard they call this stress; what i havenn't heard about is stress over not having done much!) - or maybe it's just the night time and this eeky smell of godknowswhat and this stupid engine sound rumbling so freakin loudly at midnite (OI stoopidshit go to sleep lah) thats making me feel unsettled. and 10-hour nights are doing nothing for my studying. i need to do some reevaluating tmr morning, but meanwhile not like i hv a choice; im so tired out from imh-zoo outing, i'll give myself tonight.
though... i wonder... how much time's left? ><
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