hi blog. today in school i got back most of my common test papers. math was first. i had thought that maybe i'd pass this one. i thought wrong. and i asked my tcr to tell the math dept that it's not funny at all; i don't think he understood. the most depressing part, is that my tcr was hapy for me: beaming all over his small face, "well you improved right(:" oheffyou. it's like dejavu from sec3 when clara chua/tan was my form tcr. it's not their fault for having no faith in me of course, it's the fault of my face. it's like i have anti-tcr stamped in red on my forehead. so yea i screwed up well here. (to think i diligently did my sampling tut for the lesson)

then daphne and i lumbered over to the geog room where we got human back. daphne did pretty well (im thinking: "i want ur drq!!!><"), shaun and wq seemed a mix of being disgruntled and being pleased and mine was quite wasted; i royally screwed up my drq. and my essay, while admittedly better, seemed slightly uninspired when i read it through again. but at least it pulled through for me. so we're prolly getting back physical tmr, im hoping for a miracle (there can be miracles, when you believe... i BELIEVE! lotta good that'll do hurh)

so after that we scuffled to face the doom, econs tut. where wonderful tcr wasted no breath showering us with berates, insults and snide remarks which i'd have better tolerated if we were in some other time period when the bloody As aren't looming in the near distance. but of course we din take it to heart since dont we all know she actually loves us (coughs splutters dies) oh so much. she spent the lesson mostly on CS1 (same way she spent the last 2 in fact.) and completely discriminating against the left half of the class (of the STUPID v-shaped shit our tables are now arranged in) consisting of team terror (deserving, but that's just my opinion), zf daph and i (wrongly neglected, but that's just my opinion), HQ (who is so smart ALL the tcrs in the world can ignore him and he'll still do excellently)and jeremy (who is really ok just that he's like THAT la). i had this idea later on that they should put in place automatic stabilisers to kick out all teachers once they begin to hate their students (instead of shipping them to RJ to torture a new group of once-happy students) because if the heart's not in it, then man does the outcome stink.

bio lect was interesting; once again we bear witness to the unitedness of the bio tcrs (i wonder if they even ___ together hurh) plus 1 new addition to the happy old family whom i din recognise (nice hair, though). given the way the day had been going, my spirits were pretty damp as hell and zf was pretty depressed but i din really know what to do so i ended up being just THERE (im hopeless at this aye) so my bio was ok but definitely could be better (think wth mcq + lousy essays which din even look like essays)/ perhaps i should do it geog-style and start w the essays next time (*gasp next time!)

PE was a screwball; we did 2 things 1. lose like hell and 2. become a laughing stock. cmon let's bring sexy floorball back!(:

after all that and abit more, i concluded that i'd had enough of that sucky day and headed for the lib to lick my wounds (though i mostly chattered animatedly, hence prolly annoying the piss out of those around. darn im spsd to be trying not to be rude!!) i know, i know: "you went to the gdam library?!) well, i... say... BURN! (Buzzoff yoU're Really Not-the-kind-of-company-im-interested-in-right-now-thankyou-for-(not)understanding!) haha damn im a born cheerleader; just watch the talent flowww. iceiceice.

ok cuthecrap so licui and i talked about IHC (and some fringes) a pretty good lot and i frustrated her an even more pretty good lot.

i finished the catcher of the rye today. it's very lit-ish; full of character evaluation-able stuff, themes, r'ships and symbols and all that thingy-thing thta i sometimes miss and sometimes don't. comparable with perks of being a wallflower (which is one of the best books i've read this year) though the latter was less irritating and less lit-ish (more novel-ish). but both were cool. and i had this idea later on, that some one like susan elizabeth phillips should go and write a sequel about what happened to holden after. i imagine it would be a great book.