Will I be disappointed if I end up staying right here?
On the one hand, it would be amazing (and tremendously lucky) to be a part of NUSLaw and I'm certain that I'll get an excellent undergraduate education there etc etc...
It's just that... after all that hope (and effort)to break away into an unfamiliar, new, explore-worthy, excitingly unknown place, it just makes me quite down in the dumps to imagine the prospect of being surrounded all over again by this familiarity. ARGH!