elysa got a C+

I got a C+ this week! Certainly a blog-worthy experience.
- The feeling sucks
- I never wanna experience it again
- I will not do last minute work (for impt things) ever again. In my life. Ever. HAH
- Can't decide if I'm being too relaxed about my work and grades
- But by NOT being relaxed i will have high expectations
- And high expectations... yknow... have a tendency to break my heart (a less emo alternative: "have a tendency to make me feel like crap")

- Guess it boils down to: Which feeling is worse and I want MORE to avoid?
Option a. The feeling from getting C+s
Option b. The feeling of failing expectations of myself

I can't choose!
Used Keok as my sounding board for my dilemma last night when we were like, hopelessly lost =P (twice.) otw back from CA to school. Sorry dear and thank you for bearing with me and helping me decide to go back w you thus getting "that feeling" - that feeling that escapes definition / description by words. hahaha k back to not-last-minute work. bleh.