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Im sorry for all the things I cannot do and for all the words i cannot say. I just called to say that i need you so much now i need you to show me please.

Final training was today. It was Climb On-style then multiply the rush factor by 10. I was late pfft. Used shu's 1st pair of shoes which she passed on to me and are tighter, and the velcro on my Mammuts have lost 60% of their effectiveness, so i shall continue climbing in the Galileos. Anw, climbing in general = i have lots to do. Let's train!!!

When you get to it, actually, im wondering, if, most people are wonderful? Or at least most of the people i've had the luck to know.

Good Friday holiday was spent mostly studying in Yih study room with very good productive company. Cakes for lunch which Jud and Bert dapao-ed for all of us from Chinatown (we were spsd to all head there for tea but the superheavy rain kinda got in the way). The cakes were pretty neat, and scooping into them with the rest made me feel quite happy.Simple happiness. Dinner at NUH the chicken rice w/o tomato was mediocre, mr bean cheese pancake after was much better. Back to Yih to work on lit essay then some of us went to Bert's room to watch some parts of a climbing movie as well as The Ultimate Gift. Sweet shows so rock; they take the rush out of time and as i sat there watching the transformative journey of Jason Stevens it didn't feel like i was scrambling for anything but rather taking full pleasure in something wonderful. I have that way of getting lost in movies. Haha escape from real-life =P

Back to my Monday quadraple deadline
1. Lit Godot essay
2. Geog BMW presentation
3. Geog labor project
4. UWC Draft for workshop

Sinking feeling of: like no matter how hard i try, im letting people down.

From the climbing movie yesterday, a lady climber was free-soloing; she described her free-soloing challenges as raising her wall confidence. steph davis yea tts her.

thunder, lightning, superheavy rain outside. man.