emo girl 89

feeling like i'm falling apart
and i don't know what to do
to make it better.
and i don't know how to find out
how to know what to do.
and i don't know who to turn to
or if i even should.
they always say it's better to share
but i've never been convinced of that
and have often found on the contrary...
it's difficult to trust
when you've experienced
trust thrown back in your face before.
i'm sorry i feel so acutely but
i know no way to change.
i'm sorry that i have difficulty
isolating the things i care about
from the things that hurt the worst.
i would if i could;
you can't imagine how much i wish i could.
i'm bruised but not broken?
sure doesn't feel like it.
right now feels more like broken for good :(