A Rant for a 'Day Like This'

At this rate, I may be lost to Sg. The feeling is that this place and the cherished values and prevalent mindsets successfully imbued into the Sgean Brain are simply incongruent to mine in a way that some days, it feels like an uphill just to be. Not that losing me is necessarily a Loss; I mean I am but one and I'm not a capital-I Important person. But this tension, this feeling of not belonging  and wanting to up and get out of here? What if it's not just me. It probably isn't; I'm not so capital-S Special. It's times like these that make me wonder, is it worth it? Is it worth sticking it out in a place I don't feel I quite belong, for the sake of... for what sake, really?