monday night high

yo yo yo! it is 1.49am on a monday night and this much i know: im gonna be freakin' slammed in school tmr. >< im just done settling GP things. before that was busy getting stuff in the room in order; the room is being revamped all over again! we went to ikea over the weekend and picked up some lovely-dovely new shiny clean yummy(?) stuff for example my brand new how-coolios writing table which opens up to reveal 3 tables- the main one flanked by 2 smaller table on either side. yea man!(: i never hafta sleep again hohoho just stay up all night doing work on my table, then go to school and stone-out during lectures. :P

i really wasted that briefing just now; shoulda just let gerald stand one side keep quiet while i brief properly the briefing which i painfully pried my eyes open at 2300hrs sunday night to draw up. gahh i cant stand myself like that - will i ever escape from the shoulda-woulda-coulda trap?

and i just read gerald (leong this time)'s email post-orientation 07; so touching. made me wonder - 10 years down the road, how many of my current 'friends' will i have lost touch with and who will still be playing a significant part in my life and i in theirs? you win some and you lose some?

Cobalah Untuk Setia by Kris Dayanti is still on my top 5 best music videos list. im not gonna ask u to go watch it if u havent because i feel it's very my type of video, and anyone who doesnt share that thing with me might watch it and then roll their eyes and say 'only you, ely...' and i dont like that to happen because 1. i'd have wasted ur time and 2. it makes me feel abit smaller for a while. tell me what do you do when it all falls apart?