reality bright side however

reality: did real badly for prelims
on the bright side: din fail
however: how the * could i * up prelims. * * * *.

reality: sister gonna flunk Os
on the bright side: sister not getting in trouble with the law (one step away)
however: mum will be damn upset

reality: miss mum
on the bright side: mum will be back soon
however: miss mum now

reality: *ed up prelims
on the bright side: it's As that matter
however: in fact, no. applications use prelims. hence i am equivalent of s-r-wed

reality: can't wait for As to be over
on the bright side: 2 months to grit
however: 60days of hell concentration

reality: as i s-r-wed prelims, i may s-r-w up As
on the bright side: its all up to me
however: enough w the motivatio-*ing-anal quotes

reality: wanna go US
on the bright side: could maybe get accepted
however: maybe wanna do law

reality: life sucks
on the bright side: could be worse
however: could be better

oh * the *ing bright side.
can't study. needto talk. prelims depressing. no time to get depressed.
need to study.
have to study.
why now.
this seriously suck.
how the * could i * up prelims.
how the * could i * up prelims.
why the * is this happening. no you know what i don't wanna know.

thought the weekend'll give some time to digest everything and get back on track.
was clearly wrong.

* * *.

not bad. i din curse one bit. cheers.