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Still amazes me... After 19odd years of living among them, I continue to be fascinated and re-fascinated by people. They can be so uplifting at times in their displays of love, friendship, integrity, respect... But at other times, gosh how they frustrate me.
If I could distant myself from their world (not literally; mainly from the interactions I guess) and just watch and analyse them... Would I be perfectly content? Maybe, to do that for a while... But not forever; I'm too restless to do any 1 thing forever... I could probably try to do abit of that now, but have become too busy with earthbound chores - studying, interacting with people, fulfilling responsibilities, trying to be a good person, trying to be a better person, (what makes a good person in the 1st place!) trying, trying and trying... -for this to be the time.